Well, actually some part of it is my fault because I online for 3+ hours before doing my homework. Not smart, really. Especially when you have 8+ pages of math to complete.
So. I have been very emotionally unstable, I must say. Makes me sound like a wreck doesn't it. That wasn't a question.
Crying is healthy. I teared up because:
(i) Mum took 1 brocolli from me
(ii) Couldn't find my ruler
(iii) Called my dad but he didn't respond immediately
[When someone is tearing up, they are about to cry. Their eyes begin to fill with tears.]
BUT. I did not SOB UNCONTROLLABLY like people who sob uncontrollably. Your eyes just become watery. Is all. No sobbing. xD
Maybe Form 3 stress is setting in. And maybe I'm being really emo in the negative way. But math isn't really that hard, to be honest. Dad has been helping a lot. Doing chores for me and all those stuff which I should be able to do if I don't play the computer.
And I also have counseling sessions with my pops. He kinda knows when to ask me if I want to talk. I mean, he's a pa who can feel for a weirdo whose eyes turned red halfway through solving a math problem because that person couldn't find her ruler. Lol. Thank you so very much.
My friends have been very nice too. They have no idea what my mind is going through (until they read this post lol) but their little actions make everything right. I must be a really easy person to make happy. I mean, one of my old friends tugged my bag while going home and that made me pretty glad...that he was still my friend (because we had a kinda 'drift apart from each other' period of time).
And another one of my aquaintances (which I extremely enjoy talking to) high-fived me and grabbed my hair with both his hands first thing in the morning as a greeting. A very creative way to greet someone imo and that became a good day with a good start xD Some people find it creepy if people tap or touch them but I don't, as long as it's not in the creepy hiaw way (like Jou Ann ahems Daniel). The taps, waves, pats, nods, and little little gestures are very valuable to me. A value too great to measure. =]
Lesson of the day;
Smile. "Don't be a captive of your negativity" [quote from Prison Break]
P/S I've dropped Chinese. Whee! Now I'll have more time for other subjects and get to laugh at those who do pathetically in their Chinese exam paper. xD Ok. I'm not that mean. =]
